Sable! hello darlin! Thank you for the nudge, I didn't really think anyone noticed that I wasn't writing any longer. A lot has changed in my life recently and I've just been taking it all in and enjoying it. Jr (Master) and I are no longer together as Master and submissive. We are still very good friends, and intend to be so... He had health issues, that caused us to not see each other for a while, and although I was hanging in there, waiting.. in the mean time I met someone, purely by chance, when I wasn't looking. Well, it's been a month and I know it sounds crazy, even to us, but we feel so connected, and for the first time in a very long time, I feel I can be happy in a relationship.. I was very happy with Jr, but you may or may not be aware that it was a D/s relationship only, since he was married. I was fine with that, or maybe deep down I wasn't and that's why this relationship with G has gotten so intense.. I'm not leaving D/s totally.. G, has a Dom/Daddy side to him, that this little girl brings out (eg).. .. there is passion, and intensity, and so much fun.. we enjoy each others company immensly. Of course I'm wary, I'm so afraid it will change, because everyone tells me, relationships change, you won't always feel that "excited" to see him feeling, or "miss him so much it hurts" feeling... I want those feelings to last,. There was a time when I would have said, there is no such thing as a soulmate, now I feel very differently after being with G.
Jr, is happy for me, although sad to release me, it was hard for me to tell him, and his first words were, this is fate sweetness.. and I beleive now it is.. the way things have turned out... it's almost like destiny stepped in, and gave me another chance to be happy..
I haven't deleted the journal, because I still very much enjoy reading everyone, even though I'm not writing about D/s any longer.. I may change the title, and give it a new look in time.. we'll see.
Thank you so much Sable for checking in on me!
huggggggss to everyone
Luv
alluring red
happy